What to do now....?

I'm sorry for not telling you before hand, I told you atleast. You did the same. What do you expect me to do ? The past is the past. I was worried sick last night and didn't even know what to do but to wait for your call. I think its unfair how I found out stuff but I talked it out. I wasn't angry. I just wanted to know. But last night....I practically balled my eyes out after we talked on the phone. I really care for you and I never want to lose you. I CHANGED. I can show you that I changed, just tell me how. I'll do anything. I pretty much gave you everything I have but willing to give more. I sacrificed alot to be with you. Sorry if I'm not perfect or the girl you thought I was , bumbo..just realize how stupid I was 2 yrs ago. Hopefully I see you today.