Isn't it amazing?

How everything is going on with my life right now? Just what I was hoping it'd turn out to be. I want more tho. I can't explain it. Indescribable. Wow, you amaze me in many different ways. You've got my onto ya babyboy. From fights, to hugs &kisses, to deep convos, to sharing secrets, to anything. It's all a rolllercoaster &you got me enjoying this ride. Let's hope it won't end anytime soon. You are the best I ever had. Shankkkk you sweets<3

Secrets

Never last. I'm pretty much done with the people I thought I can trust. Just to get with someone closer other than me. I don't know whose real &whose fake. You guys are just too good. Thanks for giving me your words. Let it all slide aside now

What to do now....?

I'm sorry for not telling you before hand, I told you atleast. You did the same. What do you expect me to do ? The past is the past. I was worried sick last night and didn't even know what to do but to wait for your call. I think its unfair how I found out stuff but I talked it out. I wasn't angry. I just wanted to know. But last night....I practically balled my eyes out after we talked on the phone. I really care for you and I never want to lose you. I CHANGED. I can show you that I changed, just tell me how. I'll do anything. I pretty much gave you everything I have but willing to give more. I sacrificed alot to be with you. Sorry if I'm not perfect or the girl you thought I was , bumbo..just realize how stupid I was 2 yrs ago. Hopefully I see you today.

Sorry

For being mad lately. I just worrry about everything now. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. If I didn't worry about you that means I could careless about all of this. I'm sorry I can keep up to your level. If you want me to change that I can TRY or atleast put some effort to make this work. This past week felt like a rollercoaster, but hey..I haven't gave up on you. Idk what to believe anymore. I don't know what to say ......

Cutes

I can't explain this feeling I have for you , its indescribable. I miss you soo much &I hope you had a great birthday yesterday. I was hoping to hang out with you yesterday BUT you had no ride home. I'm so glad we made it through all this shit but then again it was worth it. My parents are starting to like you &I'm glad they are. You are such a cutie &adorable. I'm super glad I met you babe<3